Showing posts with label paranoia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label paranoia. Show all posts

Wednesday, 11 March 2009

Morning tute prep and Noises in the park

This is the first time this semester I've felt like I could have done things better (in terms of study). As we're only two weeks in, this isn't a good start. I'm confident however that I'll be back on track by the end of the day. That's good news indeed. Morning tutorial preparation is a shameful act.

Last night I decided I'd visit a friend, despite knowing I had several hours of work to do for class the next day. dinner had been light on at college, so to take my mind of the rumblings I took up my bike and rode across the park to see how his final year project was coming along. When I climbed the staircase and entered his room I found him playing the same RTS I saw him playing when I'd visited the day before. He proceeded to lose the match and I encouraged him to join me in visiting some mutual friends of ours.

When we arrived at their house, they were preparing an evening snack and offered us some home-made curry, which we couldn't turn down and made us an Earl Grey each while we waited for the rice to cook. We concluded that spontaneous visits are a good thing. We sat and chatted and watched the first half of My Fair Lady for the benefit of several people in our company who had never seen it. We talked of rotten SPAM and lolly snakes and just after the scene at the races we decided to return home so we could each start the work that was due the next day.

After escorting him back to his house, I sped through the park until I reached the very centre. Something made me stop cold. There was screaming. Periodic screaming. Someone was having fun and it was echoing off the walls of the zoo. The only visible sign of life I could find was a parked Ute. The screaming took a higher pitch, then stopped abruptly. I hoped and prayed that the enjoyment was being shared by all involved. I waited as my mind entered the dark places that male minds often frequent and although I didn't want to pull any heroics or ruin an otherwise magical (for them) encounter, I wasn't going to risk leaving a victim alone. My immediate thoughts were concerned with the reason for the location choice; the middle of an empty park, at midnight. When adrenaline hits, the obvious often escapes: The ability to make noise would prove important regardless of whether the act was consensual.

I waited more than five minutes, without hearing another sound from the direction of the truck. After I relayed my position and status to my beloved, I paused a few more minutes, until the truck turned on its engine and started to pull away. That seemed a positive sign. No one was screaming and it seemed as the truck backed 'round that there were two figures seated in the front. The truck pulled out of the car park and drove straight toward me, along the road. Once the vehicle got close enough that I could see above the glare of the headlights, my eyes sought out the face of the woman. She was laughing. My mind was at ease.

I hope I didn't ruin their night.

*sigh*

Back to the books, I guess.

Have fun, everyone,

TheSovietChairman

Saturday, 28 February 2009

Try as I might and Hyperventilation

Another attempt to broaden the spectrum? Why not?

The nature of business management has crept into a lot of things for me lately. Subject selection, noteworthy pieces of news, relatives' updates and stories, etc. The way in which power is held over the parts that make up a corporate body... Zzz...

That didn't work. I fell asleep before I could finish. It was an attempt in earnest as well. Let's start smaller. And less money-related. And for heaven's sake, let us for once not revert to Mother 3 as the default topic.

Although chapter 7 of the handbook was just released on the secret forum.

*slap*

Control yourself, Man.

University students of Australia all return to study around this week, myself included. Many in the water park were unable to talk of anything else. "Pub crawl" this and "concert" that. The important parts of uni life were the main topics of discussion. It'll be nice to blog from my desk again, instead of this mobile phone. Hmmm... Another topic is surfacing.

It seems my paranoia exploded again this afternoon. I read into a simple story a lot more than was intended. I saw break-ups and self-loathing. I saw destructive behaviour leading to unhealthy dependance. I saw delusional people walking in circles. Still, she really shouldn't have brought up the topic of fruit conserve. Especially fig. It tears at a mutual weakness. The analogy of the preservatives was hard to miss.

Have a safe night, everyone.

TheSovietChairman

P.S. *twitch* I'm fine.

*twitch*

P.P.S. Thanks for putting up with me.