I'm at a point where I don't know if I can be forgiven. I've said the most cruel words. I've said them to her. They didn't have the same meaning when they were being arranged in my head. She says it's ok, but at the end of the day my hands freeze when they touch her and I return to bed still dripping with shame. I should never have even let my voice be heard on the subject. I don't ever want to hurt her. And I have. More than someone could if they tried. Don't let me forget this. Don't let me make the same mistake ever again.
TheSovietChairman
You've already done the hardest bit - realized your mistake. =) It is a lot easier to forgive ppl when they know they have done wrong. Hang in there pallie, there are gracious ppl out there, and I believe you know some =)
ReplyDeleteHoping the new year brings you some things as awesome as you are, mister!